July 2010
I can feel something inside me say
I really don’t think you’re strong enough.
Grown men.
You know what pisses me off the most?
When I’m putting stuff into my life such as this internship or VP admin, or shit even being in the army; gets considered “having too much on my plate”
I like to explain to those that I like to have my options open, I understand that “at this age” people who are deemed “successful” should KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY WANT...
I'm not afraid to say this out loud.
I’m sorry, first of all.
You know I’m not afraid to tell it straight. I’m not perfect. I’m not the perfect boyfriend. I’m not the perfect leader.
While I’m interning with Target, not only am I learning about how to better lead people for the future, I’m learning so goddamn much about myself.
I’m finally getting through to my goddamn head...
I love you
I don't know about the rest of you
But I’m fucking tired of hearing Billionaire on the goddamn radio.
PLAY SOME FUCKING VARIETY.
*94.9 “I WANNA BE A BILLIONAIRE SOOO FREAKIN-“
GODDAMN IT! CHANGE*
*99.7 “BADDD, BUY ALL OF THE THINGS I”
GARRGGHHH
*102.5 “OH EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYESSSSS (WHATCHU SEE WHATCHU SEE)”
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Sometimes living with your sister has advantages
I don’t have to text her or call her or anything to show her links…
bletof6 12:08 am (12:08:22 AM): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2psIiVw9Zog&playnext_from=TL&videos=9dfEHZuZByg sally 12:08 am (12:08:45 AM): i can hear it from your room fool bletof6 12:09 am (12:09:04 AM): oh (12:09:05 AM): LOL
People say it's "gay"
That I love to cook.
Point, remember Eddie’s million dollar cook off?
I literally put shit together and made this really bomb sauce…. that happens to look purple!!!!
No, jk. But regardless, I’m really.. REALLY into cooking. It’s so fucking fun and i fucking love it… it brings me down a notch when I explain to people I love to cook (especially healthy foods to boost...
Work ethics
I’m pretty sick and tired of my motivation.
I fucking hate myself. I hate how I manage to convince myself that “I can do this”
“I can get back into shape, run that triathlon, do this do that”
It’s fucking ridiculous that I even begin to fathom ever being back in shape.
Because the moment I say I will, the next week I just completely stop. I’ve just...
